so i understand a little

so maybe your side isnt as bad as it seemed. maybe i understand that you are a loving person, and that you dont relize how physcial touch means death to me right now. I see your side how the normal situation is to give love physically by touching, and how right now im flipping the tables that say NO. What else do you want?? And then to answer me with a little space is OK for now?? OMG do you know what that does. it says a little but im still going to touch you. So then i get it all out, and vent and am told a little is all you can give, and i will respect your space.

then why does it still feel like ive been violated???