Saturday, November 22, 2008
sleepless night and affection
had a sleepless night tonight, well ok that aint true, i did sleep for 7 hours, but i woke up early , and so did dad, he came into my room crying asking me if i was ok...... Ya im fine, i just dont sleep sometimes. then to give me a hug and cry i love you......... blah, are you feeling guilty??? why all of a sudden are you worried about it??? my dad never gave me affection as a kid, never once helped me as a kid, and certainly never was there for me as a kid, so why as an adult would i be able to accept his affection now???
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He may not have been there in the past but it sounds like he is trying now.....At least he is trying and I know it is hard to accept and should be......I guess just look for the positive in this if there is anything.
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