HELLLOOOOOOOOO MCFLY

I SHOULD HAVE LEFT WELL ENOUGH ALONE. I SHOULDNT HAVE EVEN CALLED. BUT NO I THOUGHT MY SISTER WOULD BE SUPPORTIVE OF ME OR AT LEAST GIVE ME KIND WORDS NOT
"YOU JUST NEED JESUS IN YOUR HEART INSTEAD OF TAKING MEDICATIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
OHHH JUST WAIT IT FREAKING GETS BETTER, SHE ALSO ASKED ME WHO I THOUGHT ABUSED ME AS A KID........... HELLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I KNOW WHO ABUSED ME AS A KID................................ SHE GOES ON TO SAY THAT SHE THINKS MY FATHER DID WHEN I WAS A KID.................................... NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I DONT REMEMBER THAT............. I CANT FATHOM THAT................................................. I CANT EVEN IMAGINE HIM DOING THAT..................................................... HELLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO DOESNT SHE REALIZE IM FRESH OUT OF THE HOSPITAL AND TRYING TO STAY OUT OF IT???????/ WHAT THE HELL WAS SHE THINKING???????????????????????

NOW I HAVE TO LIVE WITH THIS THOUGHT IN MY BRAIN, AND I DONT KNOW HOW TO GET IT OUT, I SURE AS HELL CANT EXPLORE THE IDEA, I SURE AS HELL CANT JUST UP AND ASK HIM IF HE ABUSED ME.........................................

AS FAR AS FAMILY GOES I FINALLY HAVE PROVEN TO MYSELF THAT I HAVE NO ONE............... ITS ME MYSELF AND I ................................... FAMILY CANT BE TRUSTED................................ EVER AGAIN........................

SOME THANKGIVING ONLY ONE IN MY LIFETIME HAS BEEN WITHOUT A FIGHT OR ANYTHING BAD HAPPENING AND THAT WAS LAST YEARS AT HER DAUGHTERS.

WHATEVER