Sunday, January 27, 2008
testamony
So an interesting thing popped up today, a friend i used to run with, and did drugs with killed himself today. At first when i got the call, I didnt know what to feel, think, act, do. I was just dumbfounded. So I sat and processed it out. Here I sit, 15 years clean, and yet all my other drug friends i used to hang with are still using, and dealing. Why ME and not Them? is what i was thinking, Like I got my life straightened out why cant they? That choice isnt for me to decide for them, they got to do that on thier own. But I relize today that i am recovered from addiction, i dont want to use, and i dont want to drink even with this sad news. So God is good all the time and all the time God is good.
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AMEN-- GOD HEALS & DELIVERS.. HE IS YOUR SOZO :) Sozo means to heal, to deliver, to redeem, to save. Wooo! TY JESUS! Hope you had a good day.
I'm so glad that you are recovered! And, what happened was not your fault in any way so I hope that you have stopped feeling guilty or whatever it is that you were feeling. You are right though, the decisions they make are theirs to make and not yours....The best thing you could do if you were to ever speak to any of them again is give them advice and maybe pray for them.....In the end the decision is theirs, but at least you tried to help.
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